| | the retrograde period is over today, but I discovered a flat tire on the afternoon bike ride, can't see why but I'm sure glad it didn't happen on a long commuting ride. OTOH, it was too late to get it to the shop today and I'm on a retreat tomorrow so the only way to ride Monday is if I swap wheels with Bill's bike which is the same brand and wheel size AND this is the back tire so much messier and beyond me this evening. Bill will look at it tomorrow and we'll see how good an engineer he is!
fewer questions to blog for Cauldron Circle this month as we had along self assessment form to do ,too.
1. Do you diligently do your homework, crossing every T and dotting every I , and then find yourself having difficulty with how to translate it to your ordinary life and relationships?
That would be mostly yes, though I don't diligently do everything, just certain readings, this blogging and checking in with my mentor.. I really hoped I 'd have more clarity about where I want to work by now.
2. Do you see yourself as "missing the boat" not getting it, not able to relate to the material so much that you avoid contact with it?
No. I do get a lot out of what I'm reading and working on, it just doesn't seem to be manifesting any outer world improvements yet.
3. Do you passionately engage with the dreaming, creative processes but then get bored and impatient with practical matters?
Based on what I just typed above, I'd have to say yes!
4. How are you in relation to your dreaming? To actualizing your dreaming?
I am taking this as vision and visualizing rather than what I dream at night, but see below for some doozies! And they may be related anyway.
My vision still seems fuzzy, so actualizing it is pretty difficult.
5. We recognize that everything we do together in the cauldron circle supports our mastery in the greater world. How does this statement fit for you?
Not very well , I am not seeing that mastery elsewhere yet.
now the weird PMS dreams! The other night I dreamt my coworker Chau was helping fight a fire at a medical device factory. The company was named Miraval, finally got around to googling and the top 2 results are a French wine chateau and and integrative medicine resort associated with one of my heroes, Dr. Weil. Maybe I once read that Dr. Weil did work there so that would be my pick for what my subconscious was dredging up. but Chau is not really the firefighter type! And I was waiting for her at a coffee shop where authors were having book signings, but it was the fans signing the books, not the authors!
Just a fuzzy snippet of last night or rather this morning's dream; I was hoping I would not have to buy my kids socks for Christmas (as in they needed socks and I couldn't afford to get them anything nicer), and found myself drawing on my arm with a black marker! now this is funny because Matt Bellamy does that or did when he was younger because his mom wouldn't let him get tattoos. I do have pictorial evidence  but it's a little too bizarre to post here, so you'll have to settle for one of my more recent and decent uploads
had to go deep into Xangazon to find the currently listening, maybe not the best Muse song ever, but it makes me feel like belly dancing 
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